Anonymous: Hi i know youre upset and feel lile your causing pain and feel terrible yourself but i hope your not thinking of suicide. I know you horrible you feel ive felt like that a long time but things truly do get betterr and killing yourself would never make anyone happier but sadder in the end. Stay stong ❤️ everything will brighten up

Thank you, but things are only getting worse right now. That’s fact. Honestly, I’m not sure I want to even see brighter days.

Anonymous: please dont hurt or kill yourself. please. I'm in the same position you are in right now but to see it happening to someone else, even if I don't have a clue who you are, it's heart breaking. it really really is. I'm sorry that you're going through this.

Don’t feel sorry for me. I’m not worth worrying about. Thank you anyways for your concern though.

theopiateappetite: I recommend not stealing cars ;) Lol sounds like you had a hell of a night and I enjoyed reading about it.

I’m glad you enjoyed reading about it, it was quite terrifying at moments actually had pull in a few random driveways to shake the cops and it was a real close call. I’ve been doing this shit for too long to let tonight be my downfall

g0rmetv0mit: awesome, wish i had friends that would do that shit with me.

Well, when your friends are heroin addicts, you know you’re all going to do whatever it takes for your fix, hence the probably dumb but still calculated plan that worked out tonight! :P

g0rmetv0mit: what'd yall do with the car?

Parked it right back where we found it, the owner was obviously sleeping and wouldn’t know the difference, besides a faint smell of weed and cigarettes. :P

Crazy ass summer night….

So, me and a few homies decided being dope sick is for chumps, stole a car at 1 in the morning, drove hours out into the city, coped some of the most fire shit I’ve seen in years, and spent the night just cruising around and smoking blunts. Damn it’s been a while since I’ve felt so alive. I must admit though, it’s a relief to be home from such a crazy fucking night. Definitely the most exciting thing I’ve done this summer. (I know, I’m probably lame if this is the most fun I’ve had, but I’m LOADED). Somebody talk to me and share in this fantastic mood!






Wait a second, am I tripping balls?


Sometimes life is just beautiful.

there he go

Oh my god!

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